AN ECHO OF WHAT ONCE WAS
By Melissa L. Webb
Stepping off the curb, Carla tucked a strand of long dark hair miserably behind an ear. Head pounding with each step, she hurried across the crosswalk. She had no clue where this blinding headache had come from, she’d felt fine earlier. Even happy for a change. But the pain in her head squashed that like an invading bug.
Stepping up on the sidewalk, she quickly headed past the people making their way through the city, barely noticing them as she pushed by. She wanted to get home and crawl into bed. Hide from the pain in a fort of blankets, shielding herself from the harshness of the world.
She glanced up at the tall buildings around her, standing proud as they reached for the sky. On any other day, she would have thought them beautiful, but not today. Today they only reflected the sun with their metal and glass, sending it deep within her, making the pain grow. Home. She needed to get home. Now.
She sucked in a jagged breath as the pain in her head increased, shooting bright white flashes through her synapses. She doubled over, panting from the impact her body took. Tears seeped from her eyes as she clamped them shut and bit down, trying to lessen the pain inside.
The agony that had her immobilized suddenly lessened, letting her slip through its fingers, back in control of herself. She opened her eyes slowly, ready to adjust them to the glaring sunlight.
Carla froze, her pain temporarily forgotten. The city lay around her, a sickly corpse of what it had been. Streets empty, pavement cracked and worn, chunks of it in piles. The sky was tinted red, a bloody stain against the horror of what now was.
The tall proud buildings and skyscrapers silently begged for mercy. Their forms now nothing more than skeletons; half-remains, crumbling as she stood there. Torn metal and bits of glass rained down around her, nothing more than fading drips of a forgotton storm.
Turning, she looked as a roaring engulfed the silence behind her. What wasn’t falling was burning. Flames danced around her, like savages making an offering to their gods.
Carla stepped forward, wanting to see more of this charred and ruined city, wanting to understand what had brought it to its knees. She moved and another wave of pain slammed into her mind, rocking her back with a violent cry of distress. Staggering, she closed her eyes trying to fight the pain growing inside of her.
“Watch it, lady,” someone shouted. She felt warm hands as someone shoved her out of their way.
Opening her eyes, she stared at the people around her. She was back on a busy sidewalk. The world peaceful in its rude and crowded way. Buildings stood, cars hurrying by on the streets. Everything was as it had been. Unchanged.
She raised a trembling hand to her head. The pain fluttered, weaker than before, settling into a dull buzz. She didn’t know what was wrong with her, but it couldn’t be good. Not with seeing things that couldn’t possibly be there.
Home. She needed to get there before the pain shot back up, coming to claim her in its blazing caress. She bolted forward before the headache could change her mind. She glanced around as she ran, not caring as she bumped people out of the way. She wasn’t far from her apartment. Two blocks and she’d be there.
She ducked into an alley near an old faded drugstore. This shortcut would shave a block off her trip. Hurrying down it, she sprinted as if her life depended on it. And maybe it did. Maybe she was dying of an aneurism right now and didn’t even know it.
Carla got halfway down the empty alley when the pain started again. It struck with such intensity her knees buckled under her. Falling to the ground, she gasped for breath. After a few seconds, she reached out trying to gather her bearings. Crumbling brick met her fingers in reply. Hoisting herself into a sitting position against the broken wall, she opened her eyes. The red stain of sky greeted her beyond the fallen city.
She was back.
The nightmarish landscape surrounded her once again. Where was she? Why was she here? Head throbbing, she tried to understand what was happening. Why was the world changing around her?
The muscles in her head tightened quickly, causing a strangled cry to escape her lips. The world changed in front of her as she did. The harsh red glow fading until a loud and nosy living city appeared in its place. Before she could even begin to wrap her mind around that, it faded, replaced by the hellish inferno. She moaned as reality kept whirling around her, back and forth they went, like some insane tug-of-war game.
Bowing her head, she cried softly into her knees. The sounds of both worlds drifting in and out of her ears. Cringing, she hoped the pain would escalate, drowning out what was happening around her. She couldn’t take it. The distortion happing beyond her legs was too much to bear.
Carla’s body shook in despair. What was happening to her? Where did she fit in to all of this? She sobbed as doubt filtered through her chest as memories of the world she thought she knew fragmented. Who was she and which world was really hers?
© 2012 Melissa L. Webb
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